The idea of waking itself was quite dreadful this morning. Another day spent at home just looking at the walls and doing more Statistics for CFA. I just hope I get a job to do after the 20th of August, at least now I can console myself that I'm sitting here doing almost nothing because of some policies. However, after that I'll be just unemployed and I doubt my ego (which is about thrice the size of my head) can take such a bashing. The thought that I'm going to be 25 and still not working sucks in itself, especially when I think of my galfriends from jc who have already been working for 2years.
Last night I just had to go out somewhere so at 11.30pm, I took my dad's car and drove all the way to paya lebar airbase, which is just down the road, made a u-turn and came back home. It was a means to keep my sanity I guess. At least today I'll be going to novena and then for dinner, so there's something to look forward to. I am still waiting for that call from GE Money but if it doesn't come that's fine. I come from the school of thought where there's always something better ahead so if I don't get something its cos something better is coming ahead.
I truly understand the sentiments of unemployed men, it just eats into u when u start to think how u are just sitting and doing nothing. Contributing nothing to yourself and others......Well I found a quote to make me feel better for the next 3 weeks, I'm sure many would agree....
'All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind.'
-Aristotle
Last night I just had to go out somewhere so at 11.30pm, I took my dad's car and drove all the way to paya lebar airbase, which is just down the road, made a u-turn and came back home. It was a means to keep my sanity I guess. At least today I'll be going to novena and then for dinner, so there's something to look forward to. I am still waiting for that call from GE Money but if it doesn't come that's fine. I come from the school of thought where there's always something better ahead so if I don't get something its cos something better is coming ahead.
I truly understand the sentiments of unemployed men, it just eats into u when u start to think how u are just sitting and doing nothing. Contributing nothing to yourself and others......Well I found a quote to make me feel better for the next 3 weeks, I'm sure many would agree....
'All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind.'
-Aristotle
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